•Mixed Emotions•

Ok...soooo...yeah..this one isn't as lighthearted as others, but hey..may as well cover the emotional spectrum, eh? Lol...

Let me explain. Mainly because I need to sound it out and figure out what it means outside of my head.
Life is fluid. I know this. I also know that things change, and change is good. Moving onward and upward. Out with the old, in with the new.

The crazy part is HOW MANY things are changing all at once. Evolving, more like. It's like, suddenly things that I considered as part of my abstract future are very immediate and real, and I'm wondering where all the time went...Yet, even still, there are totally a few things happening in which I have NO idea what the outcome will be..like NO idea....- guess that's where the excitement and thrill of life comes in, eh?...*sigh*....

Sooo..ever feel like you have 90,000 emotions swimming around in your head....and can't seem to pinpoint ONE?..yep..that's me right about now...totally....everything from excited beyond explanation to scared to sad to anxious to happy to...well you get the point..I'm such a wreck! Wait...no I'm not...- I think its just that I'm HUMAN. I want to love and enjoy this life I've been given to the fullest...doesn't sound that hard, right?.....*sigh again*....

Life happens so fast. You blink, and suddenly your little brother is getting married, your friends are having babies, and you're going to housewarming parties and neverending showers and celebratory milestone dinners. And if you stop, for just one second, to think about, it kind of makes you sad....So I've resolved to STOP thinking so much(thanks d:) and just FLOW with it all.....plain and simple!

Everything is new, and exciting (and scary!) and different, and that means that life will never be the same. It's on to the next chapter........because ready or not.....its coming.......

Signed.....sleepless in Seattle...ok maybe not..that just totally seemed like the perfect ending to this post...lol:)